monday blues

stressed

underworked

and listening to the script



knowing i shouldn't be blogging at all

contemplating just not doing work and editing the photo's andrea and i took instead

thinking i should sms, but not wanting to be annoying

drinking green tea*

i just haven't felt this kind of stress for a while...

hating how i enjoy being pessimistic

knowing in my head that nothing is as bad as im making it out to be

today was really nice

i have very sweet friends at varsity

and even the people i dont like, can sometimes make me smile...

but only bc im giggling at how hard they try

just leave me alone to be a girl

i even saw #myGuy today

briefly

he kissed me on the lips

i just hate the fact that im so tired

and that im not amped at all

...that i have so much to do

and that i have to concentrate :'(

wishing my birthday is everything i want it to be

and that i smile

and see my friends smile aswell

watching the videos from this weekend

which are great, and somehow also creepy...

in a "what are you doing" kinda way

but great non the less :)



loving this picture and how i cant stop smiling at it, even though its not overboard cute



thinking that tomorrow i'll wear something lovely

and enjoy being 18 for the last time ever*

xoxo