Dairy entry: Today

"All eyes on me when I walk in,
No question that this girl's a 10
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
My walk, my talk the way I dress
It's not my fault so please don't trip
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful"

currently obsessed with
Pretty Girl Rock

feeling conceited
whenever i sing along

but in a good way

this morning i woke up wanting to go back to sleep

wait...that happens every morning

i convinced myself that needed to get out of bed

had breakfast (for the first time this week)

and listened to my dad worry that there would be traffic bc of the opening of Parliament

there wasn't traffic

i didnt shower

and argued myself into putting on make up

my hair was a mess

and by chance there was a cute guy in my computer class

i wrote an exemption test

which was trickier (lol is that how you spell it) than i expected

went to chem class

...

only to realise how much of a las it is to actually think about things

i spent money on food

and spoke with CraigParker

who reminds me of David more than i like

i sat by myself in the shade on the grass, missing the design students

 only to have some random guy

(who ended up being nice)

come and sit with me and ruin my whole "sitting alone" vibe

i never have "me" time anymore

i came home, showered and fell asleep in my towel on my bed

only to be woken up by my mom

--confused--

i worried about which day it was (thinking i had slept till the next morning)

only to find out it was still Friday and only 4pm

i snuck my dog inside the house

and we sat on the kitchen floor eating marie biscuits

i tweeted

listened to the great music on andrea's CD

i made tea ... more than once :)

and discovered these delicious, chewy filled meringue biscuits

that i think my brother hid

i reflected on my feelings

LOL!

actually, i just asked myself why he loves me

and why he's been trying so hard recently

not loving anyone atm

not even the boy andrea dreamt about me being with

though when i saw this picture (that she gave me)

i thought of him



i can picture us sitting here



i sang along while nicolas played guitar

and walked around with no pants on

and i watched the #butreallyonthecouch videos again

bc they seem to make me smile

thinking we should make more

and maybe have guest appearances

but for now

i'll go to bed

bc honestly, thats the place to be these days

love

x