my Guy

it feels so wrong to make that my title

but the truth is...

thats what i've been calling him

and he makes me smile 

and i know i only met him two days ago

and that im probably crazy to even be blogging about him

but these past two days with him have been lovely

Today i sat on the grass with his head on my lap

while i played with his hair

 everything with him is strangely obvious

i like him

and not only for his goodlooks

but because he is really sweet

in a stupid, innocent way

ahhh and im drifting off just thinking about him

and he looks at me constantly,

in the eyes.

and flirts with me,

 as if it's okay.

and he has the most amazing hair

and beatuiful hazel eyes

(hazel means green right?)

and he smiles

and has facial hair*

and maybe this is all #putitoutintotheuniverse

i saw him on valentines day with a bunch of roses

and was jealous of the lucky girl to be getting them from a guy like him

(turns out he was holding them for a friend #yesistalked)



and he's profile picture reminds me of this

he is really sweet

and so cute

and we all sit together and he makes it obvious that he likes me

he does

--im not imagining this--

and maybe he does it bc when he met me, our friend who introduced us

told him i thought he was hot, in a few simple hand gestures

#ilovehowstraightforwardguysare

he asks lots of questions

and notices the small things

and says we should go out

and we sit together

and flirt...or atleast he does

i cant keep up with him

he's far to cute

and at some point on Thursday all of our friends got up and left us alone together

and in the two days i've known him, he's bunked class (more than once) just to be with me

there really isn't more to say

im not looking for a boyfriend

i just think he's perfect

and im astonished by how i can like someone so openly

and everyone is just okay with it

almost as if they expect it

like when i joked that "He" should walk me to the car

everyone took me seriously

which only made for an awkward

"no what are you doing, why are you the only one getting up, i was just kiddin'..."

and i miss him when i leave

and im excited to see him again

and i think its funny how everyone on facebook is "liking" our wallposts to each other

oh and theres one last thing to tell you

which might make you hate him....

he's muslim and knows Faheem

(sigh)

xoxo