sometimes i wonder

its past 4am

and ever since this afternoon i've been wondering....

i sat for hours, just in his arms

and we talked

i played with his hair

and he tangled his fingers in what ever loose item of clothing i was wearing

he really liked me

and now that its all over

i cant forget

(and if it were up to me, i'd never have wanted it to end)

"why wont you call me emma?" #modernfamilyquote

and im sitting here on the floor drinking mint green tea

wondering if he misses me,

 if those moments meant as much to him as it did to me

i am so inlove with him.

i wonder if he remembers....

i miss him.

xoxo