this should be fun...

it's past two am and ...

im awake

chatting to murray on facebook, who just explained the time difference to me
(they're 9 hours ahead...flip, i think)

and listening to deathcabforcutie (for the vibe)

this music actually just reminds me of driving around with kyle and james

....

and why wouldn't i want to think about that?

(its late and im feeling emo -- kay thats not true, but i have no better word to explain how i feel... oh wait, i think im just tired...yeah...like im actually upset for being awake bc im really tired-- wow)

and maybe i just want to get lost in memories

Kyle never uploaded all the pictures he took on facebook, and i feel like i may never ever see them again... and "ever" is a really long time

this place was beautiful

i like this,
i remember james pushing me infront of this beautiful gate so that kyle could get a picture...
but it was awkward just standing there
 i honestly couldn't do it



i feel like im one of those people who pose for photo's -- i hate this, like i just want to punch myself -- but .... i really like photo's

~ tweeted 1 hour ago

i just couldn't pose





how great are kyle's pictures? really. im obsessed all over again



im not sure if i miss andrea right now
 i just saw her this afternoon

but i think i do

its more of a "i dont know when i'll see you again bc i might miss you" feeling

and thinking about things, i really want to see those pictures she took of me feeding squirrels

ahhh i love us

i refuse to type the words "i miss you"

realizing that when im with friends im a better person than when im alone

yeah, this is probably something i should work on

theres that saying "you can never be lonely if you like the person you're alone with"

thats a facebook status right there*

feeling like i'd be able to sleep much better if i were in andrea's bed...but only bc i love it!

ah good memories of cold nights and her amazing electric blanket

my bed just cant compare

i think im falling out of love with my bed

#whatiswrongwithme

#thisisahugeproblem

#really

maybe i should invest in a new one

xoxo