For the sake of breaking away

whispering to my friend

"i just wish that boy wish inlove with me"

wishing that he'd come back and we could have a second chance

this time i'd reply to his messages

and tell him what i want

this time i wouldn't care

and let him kiss me so much more

my life is perfect

but ask me to choose the perfect guy and i'll fuck everything up

[gosh i need more coffee.]

i want to go back in time

and just not be here for abit

but i can't

so instead i think i'm going to break away for abit

from all the things that are bad for me

i've done this before

im going to do it again

things will be perfect.

xoxo

something small

the simple realisation

that happiness can come with something so small

like turning off your phone

or a good cup of tea

happiness is working towards something you want

and its having fun.

it's friendship

and love

and good music

its an afternoon upholstering your grandfathers old chair

and making it look beautiful, and puffy and white.

its simple and needs to be cherished.

xoxo

i want to eat ice cream with you.

i want to eat ice cream with you

just us two.

we'll go to my favourite place

i'll order for us

strawberry and mango blend, with a scoop of choc chip for you

pistachio and chocolate chip for me

(i really like chocolate chip)

of course we'll share

and i'll eat slightly more of your strawberry and mango blend, than you do

you'll make some joke about me licking ice cream off you

and i'll laugh and tell you it's not going to happen...

we'll both secretly hope it will

we'll walk through town

to those stalls that sell the sunglasses im obsessed with

we'll each try on a pair 

and you'll probably find ones that makes you look even cuter than you already are

we'll wonder past the flower sellers

and i'll ask you to buy me a bunch

you may even consider it

but we couldn't possible walk around with a bunch of flowers

we'll talk about stupid things

and make silly jokes

we might even kiss

and the ice cream?

the ice cream will be lovely.

[we come together by Goldfish #nowplaying]

say you miss me

we both know you do.

 

xoxo

hay! its 2am

been saying i'll wait till there's something worth blogging about, till i blog again

truth is

there's been so many things

oh, well

my time away has been lovely*

xoxo

this tuesday feels like a monday

To be honest, im having such a bad day

my best friend leaves tomorrow

my phone is out of signal

i'll probably never make that sale, i've been dying to go to

and i killed two of my beloved fish

and there was a point after disappointing phone calls

and terrible messages

where i thought the day couldn't get worse

but it has.

05 Aug 2011

everythings just abit of a mess

still.